A Selection of Poems From Of Birds and Men
1995 - 1997
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A sincere and surprising illustration of those rare moments of revelation when the suppressed self, having found freedom to rise above the inhuman forces of the time, reunites with nature in enlightening glimpses of the forgotten truth, and birds here are symbolic images of these momentary visions.
When it Comes
It comes to me, Not from the desert Of the forgotten dreams, Nor from the winter Of the dead memories.
It comes to me Like a sudden desire For living free, With no dreams, No memories.
It is not a note From the joyful heart Of a passing bird, Nor a momentary vision Of a childhood love.
And when it comes, I feel as vast As the whole Universe, Yet as light as a bubble Of happiness.
And when it is gone I write again.
Flutter, flutter on, And keep the Sun shining With love, And the Earth alive With green smiles.
All the stars serenely throb In peaceful blue dreams To the rosy rhythm Of your fiery wings.
Flutter, flutter on, And give the air The smell of jasmine And the taste of honey:
You are the miracle bird, Risen From the memory Of the Sun's Womb In the heart of the Earth.
Flutter, flutter on, my heart.
Soon the chicks will fly, And will no more remember their mother, Who will no more remember her chicks.
A grace or a curse, I can never forget Whatever has happened on Earth, Not even the loneliness of God Before the creation of Man, Let alone the Bosnian girl Who hanged herself today On the kindest branch of a tree On her way to Despair Out of the cruel, treacherous Hope.
I wonder whether It was before Or after being raped By a lost soldier, When on Death she bestowed Her whole virgin Love!
The higher a bird can fly, The sharper are its eyes by nature: And by nature it is That no bird does ever lose The sight of the Earth; And if it does, Even I would cry:
" O wretched bird, Have you been possessed By the spirit of a man Himself already lost In the mystery of the void? "
Under my feet lies the Earth, With my roots firmly set In its nourishing heart; And yet, I see it only when, Walking, with my eyes beyond the stars, I stumble on its solid, reproaching, presence.
In her black eyes, Which were shining With a gentle smile At a delightful vision, I began to see A happy small boy, His head full of fairy tales, Returning home Through the green fields In the gathering darkness Of an early summer evening.
The carefree boy Was murmuring a song In which a nightingale Told a silent red rose Of his burning love.
The carefree boy Was also striking Two cool, flinty cobbles Against each other, And smiling with delight At the galaxies of sparks.
Then the gentle smile left The girl's black eyes; Her beautiful face Suddenly grew dark With a glare of disgust.
She was a young, proud hawk, Deceived in her hunt By an old, fleshless pigeon, Rotten and nauseating Long before the blow of death.
She turned her eyes away, As if saying to herself: " How I hate The ugliness of lust In the dying eyes Of decrepit, old men! "
In the sandstorm of her disgust I began to see An old dying vulture, Abandoned by his flock To rot away in anguish, And be spat upon By hungry, laughing hyenas.
The happy small boy Stopped singing, And threw away the flinty cobbles. In a sudden gust of freezing wind He lost hope, And sinking deep in his sorrow, Began to cry.
They are what they are: The mirror images of one another; Exact imitations of one idea; All taken out Of one and the same mould; Neither ugly, Nor beautiful; Aesthetic comparison Is not possible: They are kingfishers.
Kingfishers, crows, Goldfinches, pheasants, Sparrows, or hawks, They have no faces, For they are seen and loved, Or seen and hated, By their feathers, Or their voices, Not by the features Of their faces, Nor by the image Of their souls In the mirror of their eyes.
But Shirin Khanum, My poor neighbour's daughter, Now thirty-nine, And still a virgin, Is only seen by her face; And, For that reason, Found ugly and rejected By all men.
Yes, she is so ugly That if she was not poor, A master plastic surgeon Perhaps could, at his best, Make her face bearable, But yet not attractive enough To raise any desire In a compassionate man's heart.
Nevertheless, My neighbour's ugly daughter, Shirin the Spinster, Still bears in her ovary As many healthy eggs as those Which give any kingfisher All the pride of motherhood.
Her thighs are still firm, With such vigour of passion As those that can fascinate the best seeds At the highest peak Of any young man's pleasure.
Her breasts are still full, With such charming shapes That can give the hands of old dying men The ecstasy of the stroking art To write the finest ghazals On their sphere of bliss; And with such rich hidden springs of milk That can suckle, Up to weaning time, The healthiest triplets of love.
But men are not like birds: They have faces, And a face must be beautiful To be desirable and loved.
Among the birds The male must be Beautiful and strong, And the female Healthy and fertile; While among men Wealth and position Can beautify The ugly face of any male; And yet, it is the female Who cannot win In the contest of mating, If she will not enter the scene With the naked beauty of her face.
Perhaps, Shirin, My neighbour's daughter, Who is a spinster, And thirty-nine years old, And still a virgin, Sometimes, when she turns away From the honesty of her mirror, She looks out of the window, and says, With a burning sigh of sorrow: " I wish I was a bird! " "Of Birds and Men"
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